January 2010
Happy Birthday to me.
I'm tired of people telling me that I can't do it
You really blow my mind.
I'm not gonna give up. So you know.
I freakin' hate Chanel for being to beautiful and...
Razorlight - Before I fall to pieces
Now...
I'm not your angel darling
I know you want me to see don’t lie to me Why you gotta go be so shy to me? I ain’t buying the false anxiety let your fortress fall What’s it gonna take to get you there? If fear was money you’d be a millionaire Or all alone in a leather swivel chair counting stacks of good Oh oh You are my Manhattan from the sky You look so neat and tidy when I’m way up high, But I know your streets are lined...
Did you ever heard a song which was about exactly...
For S.
Now it’s just you two in a world of poems and paintings I guess this means I’m through it also means I’m breaking but Isabelle what can I do if I’m caught in him, this man you love? and Isabelle what can I do if his strong hands make it hard to shove him away? and I know it’s hard to picture it up here in your tobacco strewn back yard and it is kinda tiresome...
I'm afraid I'm going to let some friends down...
I NEED COCA COLA.
God, I’m addict.
I know that love is the big issue in life but what about me? Isn’t obvious that you need to be in peace with yourself to be open to the one you love? God, I have a lot to learn.
Sometimes I feel so alone that I think that my...
You know..
You know, the thing is (and I’m going to be really brutally honest with you here) I am numb. I thought I knew myself well, you know but lately, no matter how hard I try, I can’t succeed. I tell people stuff, which in some causes, I really wish I didn’t. I could be used against me. I’m keeping myself so busy so that I don’t have time to really think. I cannot be with...
I don't want to miserable, I just am.
I talked about my best friend without crying...
I’m making progress.
Kiki: Ik wil gewoon wat jij ook hebt. Victor: Wat bedoel je? Kiki: Nou jij hebt de ware gevonden. En ik ben heel blij voor je maar ik ben ook heel boos omdat het mij niet lukt.
- Alles is Liefde.
“I am Colin. God of Sex. I’m just in the wrong continent that’s all.”
– Colin, Love Actually
I have a mask on. It’s actually my favotire friend. I know that sounds kinda sad, but it’s true. It hides my true feelings, the way I sometimes feel. Don’t get my wrong I’m not suicidal anymore, it’s just that I want people to like me and not feel sorry for me. I don’t want to explain every five minutes of what I’m feeling and why. I can’t live with...
“Gravity can not be held responsible for falling in love”
– Einstein
I almost feel guilty not to talk to you when you’re online. But the truth is, you hurt me to badley to ever make it right. I can’t trust you anymore and I could say that I miss you, but then I’ll be lying. Have a nice life with your boyfriend.
I almost feel guilty not to talk to you when you’re online. Almost.
I’m still standing, yeah yeah yeah.
I feel much better than last week. I’m at peace for the moment. But just wait, it could be very different next week. I’m always scared in the morning of how I feel. My emotions go up and down so fast, I’m never certain.
